One Geek

This is a very funny and also rather sad page about the pain of a woman just wanting to be friends with you when you want more.

Howie and Jenny are now engaged. WOOHOO!!

I think I might of fallen in love with an Indian woman. Her name is Arundhati Roy and she is absolutely wonderful. Such a good writter so passionate and articulate. And beautiful too

I am going to share two quotes from her book “The algebra of infinate justice”.

“The only dream worth having is to dream that you will live while your alive and die only when you are dead”

In response to what the above quote means she writes:

“To love. To be loved. To never forget your insignificance. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget.”

Yes it’s happened at last. To who you many be asking.

It’s to the Dosa. I had a Masala Dosa tonight, so good.

Me and Sam went to the Taj at 91 Wigram St Harris Park. We were on an adventure the place we were going to go was closed but the Taj was like 20m down the road. We decided we’d have some sweets and ask them where to get Dosa’s. They said we could get them there so we did. So much fun. After that we went and visted Jo Kemp.

Sam and I are wanting to make this a regular thing. If anyone would like to join they can send an email to dosa@onegeek.net and we will add them to our mailing list. We have many dosa varieties and restaurants to try.

Updated the spelling.

I don’t feel bitter about other people being in love or having boyfriends and girlfriends. In fact I am often quite excited for them and happy for them. I used to have a bit of bitterness and jealousy of people who were in relationships. Now however I don’t feel that. Just joy for people who are in “right relationships.” I am learning to be content in singleness. It gives one the freedom to go off to places like India which is cool.

However don’t get depressed ladies if you have a secret crush on me. I also am open to not being single if the right woman comes along.

The one girlfriend I have had is married and has just had here first child. It’s a weird thought. Another girl I used to like is also married with two children. I am getting old I think :-(.

Tonight I had the best romantic dinner all by myself.

I went to the India Restraunt in Station St Hornsby and ordered myself some takeaway. I order some Naan with it because I thought it would be fun to eat with my hands. Only when the meal came it had a container of rice and a packet of pompadoms as well. Anyway I took my meal to the park stopping of to buy a Coke. Found a good piece of grass and sat down and began to eat.

It was a little messy and the meat dish was too hot for a while. But then I remmembered a few tricks from India. I pored some of the main dish onto the rice. I ate the meal using pompadoms , naan and scopping up rice with my fingers. It was really good. Don’t think you get much more romantic then eating curry with your bare hands in the park. Plus the dish had the perfect level of spice for me. Enough to clear out the senses but not enough to make me uncomfortable.

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An annoymous coward who likes to call themselves N/A has been leaving comments about my love life on my blog. I am not particularly impressed with N/A comments but I felt it time I did a proper update on my love life to quell any rumors.

My love life is currently a non-event. I am not really looking at changing this at the moment. I am not particullary intrested in attempting to woo anyone at the momment. That’s not to say I wouldn’t seize the day if an oportunity came along. More that I am not going to go out looking.

Tyler Durden: We’re a generation of men raised by women. I’m wondering if another woman is really the answer we need.

Some times I agree with Tyler. However I don’t think self destruction is a valid answer, maybe God is though.

And thats the way it is going to stay. Unless somehow I overcome the curse of past loves.

Congradulations on taking the risk and deciding to give it a go.
“Love is a many splendid thing.”