One Geek

That last post was partly due to me being listening to Counting Crows.

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I want to be in love. The experience is like none other. The exicitement, the passion, the pain, the joy but most of the love.
I want to be in love with the other person also being in love with me and to be in a relationship. Non-recepricated love sucks. I don’t want to be in that situation again. It is just not a good place to be. There have been a few too many of them for me. It is even worse when you are expressing a love which the other person doesn’t want to even accept.

I want to find a person who I love for their imperfection as much as there perfection. I don’t want to be alone. But alone is better then a crappy relationship. I never want to settle for anything less then best in love. I am not saying I want to the perfect woman I just want to love them fully so that I don’t regret my decisions.

Some days I wonder what if I hadn’t broken up with Cally all those years ago. We had something very special for the nine months we were together. But then we were both stupid teenages and it ended. I was a real bastard then. She had been a bit stupid for a few weeks and I had been copping flack from people at school. I worked out a way to be cool I dumped here. And then went on to persue a crush. Been dateless ever since.

Oh well that’s all the past but the book does say that we may be through with the past but the past aint through with us. So where does that leave me. Looking very passively for a woman to give my heart too but also getting on with living.

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I’ve set up a new host for my blog thanks to the very kind Ryan and so my blog will soon be moving to onegeek.footboot.net. Thank you to Howie for the name change suggestion.

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I had a good night tonight seing T3. Jo tom howie chris jem steve tim adam went along. It was good fun.

SPOLIER ALERT.

In the end of T3 when the machines nuke pretty much the whole earth their EMP blast would have destroyed or at least crippled the machines distributed skynet which was running on home and bussiness computers. None of which would have had the EMP shielding. Overall though the film was a bit of alright.
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Any the rest of the evening was good. I had gelatoo with Howie and Jo. Which was good fun. Then went back to Tom’s house and rejoined everyone else. For pasta and sitting around. I walked home with Chris. I like walking with Chris we always have good talks.

Just like to say sorry to Jo and Howie and wish them all the best in their single lives.
And sorry to my readers no links tonight because I am feeling lazy.

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I think publishing is really dumb. I hate having to republish my blog

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Sorry to any readers who experinced problems accessing over the last 20 minutes. I have been exporting my blog.

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Blogger lost my last post. Talking about how Apache was the bomb and Microsoft suck. I guess there must be some smart sensoring in Microsoft IIS 5.0.

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My blog is moving very soon. I have had enough of blogger. I need to get away from MS SQL for my access. It appears that blogspot uses apache on linux and blogger.com uses win2k. Unfortuantly the main engine (www.blogger.com) is not reliable enough for me. I want to move to a more reliable publishing system. Very soon my new blog shall emerge. Until then keep visiting here.

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Blog has been dogging me and not publishing my posts.

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Well I had an exciting day today. I went upto Hornsby and brought Buffy Season 6 Part 2. I now have every Buffy and Angel DVD. I am so lame I know. But I can’t get enough. I will only ever need to buy two more Buffy boxes. Which is good.

Anyway tonight I am working on 2.6.0-test1 version of the kernel to work on my computer. I have had lots of trouble getting it all to work properly. I think it has been jumbled config files. I shall see soon if it is going to work for me.

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I don’t like when people send large emails. I don’t think that emails greater then about 50Kb should be sent unless the person has specifically requested them. Email is not a good binary transfer medium anyway. Unfortunatly it is the only really easy way to send files. But small files are better. It is also mean to people with dial up internet. And generally just pisses people off.

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Today was boring. I went to the doctors at 4pm and the doctor told me what I pretty much what I already knew. Virus drink water zinc vit c and all the other standard crap. I got myself a coke a cherry ripe and a dvd. I won a free chery ripe out of it too. I started reading LOTR return of the king last night and finished it today. It was good. I hope Peter Jackson doesn’t stuff it up.

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Jo is now on my links list. I’d just like to say though that either nothing is random or everything is random. I believe that nothing is random. For there apears to me that there is order in this universe. I think that randomness may well just describe events and things we cannot predict or understand.

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I would like to congradulate Jo on quiting Boost juice. Yay for her. Leaving an unhealthy place is a good idea.

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I got myself Buffy season 6 part 1. It is good. It has Once More with Feeling the musical episode of Buffy.

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