Responsibility
Sometimes I really feel the burden of responsibility. I take the lead on projects which change how 40 people work and how tens of thousands of people relate with my organisation. When I make sub-optimal decisions and mistakes people end up having to deal with frustration and extra work. However when I do things right little things work a little better.
My stress levels are rather high at the moment, as I am working on some big decisions. I am pretty sure which option is right, but I’ve realised the need to have the process right. This is harder when you have an option you are pretty sure is right.
This brings up the issue of consultation. I am turning into a fairly good sales person, but I don’t know if I am always selling the right thing.
I wish I had some staff so I had time to do things better….
Stupid GFC!
You don’t want staff – they really mess with your stress levels. You need consultants that work for free.
Yes, free consultants are awesome!!