One Geek

I wanted to pray
I wanted to let you go on your way
I wanted to know why they laid there
Dying in the streets next to the restaurant
Where people were eating and yes
I wanted to pray

How do you pray in a world like this
You know, I see the people on TV
And they close their eyes and they bow their heads
And they say “Let us pray”
And it feels so cold and meaningless
And I wanted to pray
And I said
Tell me father
Tell me mother
Heavenly mother
And they said

When you pray
Pray alone by yourself
In the secret room of your heart
Don’t go out into the church filled with people and pray
God hears every secret that you say
See all those people praying on TV and the churches
They like to make a big parade out of what they’re doing
They think God hears them louder if they say it
Over and over and over and over and over again

But I say, God, but I say this
You are the prayer
Your eyes are the prayer
Your hand on your cheek
You are the prayer
Those words you want to speak
They are the prayer
That dance you make
When you’re by yourself
Just before your mother calls you on the phone
You are the prayer
I tell you what
You gotta take it back from them
Because the prayers belong to you
All you gotta do is say hey hey
I’m down here too, I’m down here too
I’m down here too
And I hear you in the trees
And I hear you
And I’m near you
I wonder why there’s so much suffering

I want to say thank you, thank you
Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you
I wanted to say thank you, thank you
I wanted to say
I wanted to say
You are where I like it best
You are where I like it best
You are where I like it best

That’s the Lords’ prayer
“You are where I want to be”
So, amen, just amen
Amen, all by myself, amen, amen
I’m so lonely, just amen
And I’m rising, rising, just amen
You can look through my eyes
Hear through my hear
Look through my eyes

Rickie Lee Jones

Well I am back in Sydney now. Far too wet to do any of the work we were planning. At least I have had my site induction and have yet another photo ID, this one from the group operating the site. Site inductions are rather dull, but at least it only took one and half hours.

I’m in Muswellbrook for work tonight. It is such an exciting place. At least the motel has Wifi.

I am going a bit crazy due to my work. Today I setup a 5 way conference call except as I am all alone in the office I could only talk to myself.

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This is Tom Tykwer’s short film in Paris, Je T’aime. I think it’s brilliant.

After spending most of the weekend at home playing Godfather on the Wii, I hitched a ride with Ryan to the city and had a night out on the town by myself. I had dinner at one of the many Thai restaurants in Newtown and then went to Dendy at Opera Quay’s to see Paris Je T’aime. It was a collection of 14 short love stories in Paris, some of which made me laugh, and some made me cry. It managed to celebrate both the more superficial love, and the deeper kind.

After the film I called up my friend Pete who is in The Gambia. It was good to chat with him as it had been a long time.

Talking to him I felt inspired. Hard to explain why exactly, and it’s late now so I shan’t.