Singapore
Well after a long but fun train journey I have finally made it to Singapore. Tonight we went to Secret Recipie for dinner and then had a swim at the hotel pool, then we went out shopping. Orchard Road where we are staying is all closed for a Chinese New Year parade. Now just hanging out in an internet cafe, as the free wireless doesn’t work and I am over paying far too much for hotel broadband.
I am finding that coming home is starting to feel quite real which is strange after all this time. My feelings about coming home very a bit between being really excited and happy, to being a bit sad and apprehensive. I think part of it is working out how I fit back in after this year away. I don’t want to go back to who I was and where I was. I want to use my learning to start myself in a better place as a better person.
I have stories I need to tell that I have not been able to be blogged and I want to tell them right. I am worried about being aragoant on my return and with the telling of the stories. It is so easy to take some kind of moral high ground that I have no write to.
I am scared of falling into easy living, but I am sure my friends and God won’t let me do that.
I am really looking forward to catching up with all my friends, and having some hugs. It’s strange I have really missed good hugs while I’ve been in India. So little physical contact with others.
Sam is looking a bit bored now so it might be time for me to leave.