Changes
March 20th, 2005
I think I am changing. It’s all a bit scary really. Part of me wants to just stay the way I am.
God seems to be blessing me with the gift of crying. It seems to have happened a bit at churchish stuff over the past little while. So much pain in the world, it sucks.
I am being challenged to live a more authentic faith. To truly love the least in my communities. To love my neighbor as myself.
I am also being challenged to spend more time with God, reading the Bible and praying. I am realising that whenever I get lost it seems to be because I have stopped actively pursuing my relationship with God.
Aaah - the gift of compassionate tears. Same as you, when I feel off kilter it’s usually because I haven’t chatted to God much lately.