Soul Survivor
Went to Soul Survivor to bring Tom his DVD. I liked Soul Survivor, it was good. Tom was brilliant as always, I love the man. I don’t really understand spiritual matters, and find it easy to be very cynical about such things. But lately I am trying to have a little faith about these things. In the main meeting I even went up to get prayed over. Strange experience, no idea what people prayed for. Sure it was all good though.
Got to hang out with some Belrose people which was good too. I think they have their hearts in the right place which is good. Mike the speaker talked about Jesus sacrifice as Worship, it was a good talk.
I got to thinking today about survival. I don’t think it’s good to just survive. I reckon there is much more to life then simply surviving. Don’t get me wrong it’s important to survive and get through the tough times. But my problem is how do we move beyond survival.
How do we get out of the shutdown mode that happens when we are trying to get through hard times?
How do we shed the defenses we build up?
How do we let ourselves dream again?
How do we rebuild relationships?
I reckon God is the answer. I have been crying a lot in prayer lately. I think it’s been good for me. I am determined to live the rest of my life better. A big part of that has to be God. I can’t do it alone.
I am excited though. Things in life are picking up. Praise the Lord.