One Geek

My question at the end of all this is why?
I still don’t have any good answer to this question.

Did she just come back to us for the picture perfect wedding?
Quite possibly. It doesn’t really matter.

What the hell is so fucking bad about my family that we deserve to be rejected not once but twice?
Why should it be someone else and not us. It sucks but so does life.

Where is God in all of this?
Right there with us somewhere in the midst of it all.

How do I move on from here?
Let go, trust God

What do I do?
Let go, trust God, keep praying.

How do I forgive someone who has totally and utterly rejected me?
Still don’t know the answer to that one. Through loving I believe, not that simple though.

How do I shed the bitterness that has developed inside me as a result of this?
Through letting go. Prayer. Trying to think what it looks like from her Point Of View.