One Geek

Why is it that my concious always lags so far behind the rest of me?

I have been changing a lot over the past few weeks. Not in many outward ways. It’s more internal then that. I think that I am finally trusting God. I am on the verge of taking some pretty big risks but I am not trying to plan my way out of the risks. This is odd for me. I usually try and mitigate or at least have a management plan for all my risks. I am not sure where I am going to end up. I am on the verge of undertaking some possibly life changing experience but I am trusting God in this. That doesn’t mean I don’t get scared and don’t worry. It just means I go through with it and pray that God makes it all work out.

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