Honesty
December 30th, 2003
I have avoided posting when feeling down or having any real issues. That lead to me rarely posting. Look how much more I have to stay when I stop censoring myself.
By the way it’s not all bad, I do have some really great days. And I am not depressed just a bit sad. It happens. I really loved the whole LOTR experience. It was good fun having people visiting my house too. I don’t have people over very often, and it was fun to play host. I had good fun playing frisbie the other day, I didn’t think I would but I did.
I wanted the ocean to cover over me
I wanna sink slowly without getting wet
Maybe someday, I won’t be so lonely
And I’ll walk on water every chance I get
Time and Time Again Counting Crows
I don’t post when I’m feeling dodge either. I’m getting less differentiated with age I think.